March 9th, 2005

Current Music: the finalist - rain Subject: things that bg me Time: 04:37 pm

today was a great day...I went golfing with my dad and sarah is on her way here right now... I love you Sarah(I was gonna put ur middle name there but i didn't remeber the correct spelling)

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March 8th, 2005

Current Music: the finalist - fire Subject: forever and a day Time: 12:33 pm Current Mood: awake

Nothing has changed asince I last updated...the finalist are still in towna dn if you dont go see them friday at WIRED INTERNET AND JAVA CAFRE, then i'd beeter see you at FUEL on march 25 it is their last show and they are the best band in houston right now (which is why they are signed and no one else is) It is their last show and I tinh it'd be awesome to seel the place out ( not hard or impossible...they've done it three times before this) I'm playing with fubu jake and brad in a group called before flight...it's pretty cool. I made a new friend revently. His name is Gabe and he is the lead singer for morningside drive...check thme out at www.myspace.com/msd their playing with the finalist both nihts... ya I am still with the love of y life...it is amazing. College is easy...and I am looking for a new church...other than that, my life is peachy... i am going...bye... I love you sarah oh and check out the finalist on www.myspace.com/thefinalist and www.thefinalist.net

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January 30th, 2005

Subject: wow, talk about excited Time: 11:53 pm

wow, its really going through...my band is actually recording a demo, next to last is recording a pro demo for record companies, i'm gonna have pics of us recording in a fgew weeks, but this is exciting. I am also getting an acoustin prasie and worship group togdther to start playing around, we have no name but suggestions are welcomed with open arms...I am tired so going to bed, love to all (most of it to Sarah) I love you sarah

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January 21st, 2005

Current Music: fata Subject: anyone need a guitarist? Time: 11:59 pm

I am in a band called next to last, but we're not playing right now and I want to play in a band, I am either looking for a band that needs or wants a guitarist, or members who would likje to be in a band...the softest I wanna go is how next to last sounded...you can hear that by going ot www.purevolume.com/nexttolasttx I love next to last, we're recording our cd right now, I just want to play with a band and maybe do some shows. Let me know ...maybe a friend of urs is looking for a guitarist, or even looking ot be in a band...or maybe u, or a friend of a friend, i dont care, just sent me a message thing and I'll check it and get back to you.

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January 17th, 2005

Current Music: fan spinning above me - 5 long and brown Subject: seventh day slumber? Time: 10:30 am Current Mood: content

I am fixing to go get books for college because my first class/s are tonight, I am excited and nervous and a lot of other things but most of all, i'm ready to get it over with. thats all I am gonna say for now, I'll update bigger a ndbetter later. Sarah - i know u called me late last night, but I don't remeber, thanks though, I love it when u call...I love you

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January 16th, 2005

Subject: Gothika Time: 11:12 pm

While Sarah and I were watching Gothika on Friday night, Jake decided he wanted to watch it too. It resulted in this: I just found this picture on my Dad's camera from the trip to Bastrop, Louisiana, over the Christmas holidays. We went through some interesting towns...

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January 15th, 2005

Current Music: Hillary Duff? I found it in Jakes cd player Subject: it's been a while... Time: 10:40 am Current Mood: accomplished

Hey everyone, sorry it's been so long, there has been a lot happening in my life and now I have about 30 minutes of free time on this friday morning, so it's all for you. Christmas was awesome, I had a lot of thinking to do about college and just about a lot of things and here's what I decided. I got my grades from VISIBLESCHOOL and I passed everything!However, for VISIBLESCHOOL I didn't pass one class because I got a D. So instead of staying there being away from everyone and spending a lot of money to not have any show for it at the end of the year, I decided to transfer back down to Texas. So this semester I am going to Kingwood college to get my first year basics done and next year I am transfering to UofH to get my bachelors in music, from there I am going to Baylor to finish music in church music and get my master of music in church music. It's a much better plan. Next To Last is getting back together, and even though I say I don't want it, nothing beats playing live with them at a SHOW and I am ready for more! We are recording our demo as we speak, in college station austin and jeremy are laying down bass and vocals for four songs, then ben and I will go do oursa and then this summer we'll drive to North Carolina and record drums from my old room mate Brian. So it looks like we have plenty of time to make things right. Be praying for us please. Sarah was sick :-) but now she's better :-D I guess not much more to say, I got a new computer and it is freakin' awesome. Everyone needs to come see it. I am fixing to record my own demo so I can start leading worship around the huffmanish areas, if ur church needs someone for anything, let me know and I'll contact them, I want to play and lead worship as much as possible, this beats playing live with NTL because I am doing it for God and plus I love it. Alright well even though it has only taken me 15 minutes, I am going to go, I am cleaning the whole house so I can go do stuff this weekend, my parents new gay rule is that if the entire house isn't clean, no one can go anywhere, so if Jakes room is dirty then I can'tgo anywhere until it is cleaned...how retarded is that? Alright, I'm gonna go, sorry it's been so long, maybe it won't be until my next one...ya never know. I love you Sarah!

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December 12th, 2004

Current Music: switch foot - dare you to move Subject: cross roads Time: 01:00 pm Current Mood: n/a

here's where I am, I know that after this school, God is calling me to go to Huffman and around that area to work and find a job. But at the same time I dont know if thats God saying that or if it is what I want. How do u know where that feeling is comming from? I dont want to follow i and then it be wrong, I want to follow Gods heart and do what he wants me to. NTL is hopefully getting back together and hopefully gonna do sometihng awesome this time, we can'tlose focus at all bc thats what happened last time and we fizzled outand never got better, we need to always know we're in it for God and not ourselves. But at the same time, I want a job as a worship leader at a church while th band picks up. so thas where I am...I hate cross roads

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December 11th, 2004

Current Music: next to last - I believe Subject: HEY Time: 02:05 pm Current Mood: estatic

Hey everyone. I have been promoting other bands for a while. Now it's time for me to promote my self a little. I need everyone one wjo reads this o go to www.purevolume.com/nexttolasttx and listen to our songs and mail me what u think, I know the vocals suck, but look past them. I need to know bc we as in the band are talking about starting up again...should we? let me know I love you sarah hupy!

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November 30th, 2004

Current Music: The finalist - all the same Subject: The Finalist Time: 08:09 am Current Mood: Bored in Class

Guess what? If you havn't heard, you will now, one of the bands I said to look for to make it big or come up or w/e, well they signed to Marick Records. That s the same lable that Story of the year is on, along with Madona, deftones and many others. They are flying to L.A. in January to start the new record, pray for them, and listen to them. www.thefinalist.netm OR www.purevolume.com/thefinalist. Thank you guys for listening to them, y'all are awesome! Their last show is New Years Eve at fuel cyber cafe in Humble, Texas, the price is like 6 bucks and they are playing with The Last Star Fighter. So come out and see them before they leave. It's their last show. Also, if you liked or still like the band I was in called Next To Last, let me know because I want to make a list of poeple to show the guys so we can get back togethe rand play. I had an awesome thanksgiving and hope that everyone else did too! Y'all are great. Thanks for reading my journal I Love Sarah Hupy

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November 5th, 2004

Current Music: the finalist - rain Subject: upcomming bands Time: 09:40 am Current Mood: fantabulous

hey everyone I know most of you already listen to these guys but I am talking to y'all because I need y'all to support these bands, they are so close to being signed to a big label. Here are the bands 1. The finalist 2. History of our Presence 3. Daphne Loves Derby If you go to www.purevolume.com/ (enter one of those bands names with no spaces in it) it will take you to their site with links to their other websites ) they need your support, they are all great bands just letting y'all know whats out there. I'll keep y'all updated on these three plus some new ones I find. Later guys! I love you Sarah

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October 26th, 2004

Current Music: Sarah's voice...I love it Subject: why Time: 05:14 pm Current Mood: bad but getting better

why is love so hard? I thought it was supposed to be kind and understanding but it's not, atleast, not right now things change in love, but the love it self never does. I wish it were easier it's built so that a guy like me couldn't do anytihg to scrw it up but I did go figure, I've been screwing up everything lately I'm surprised people have put up with me this long especially sarah I always try to show my love but it doesnt shine through to her she doesn't believe me no one does I can say I love her and yes I do but sometimes I think she thinks I just say it bc thats what she wants why is love so hard? bc once you get through the hard stuff it's worth it...all of it especially when it is the one ( cough cough Sarah Hupy)

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October 25th, 2004

Current Music: daphne loves derby - midnight highway Subject: it's been so long Time: 12:16 pm Current Mood: doing well

Sarah told me I needed to update this bc I havn't in a while...I didn't know a while meant two weeks. Sry for whoever reads it, I'll try harder to keep up with this thing. not much has happened in my life in the last two weeks. I have had easy classes and done well in them all. I am in a RnB soul/rock band, thats cool. I am also in a band going to Michigan to lead worship and we leave thursday! It's going to be awesome. Mainly because we are eleading people in worship, but also bc this is my first ever long distance road trip! I am getting a camera and making a video so every1 can see. It's gonna be awesome. Pray for us please, it is a 12 hour drive and we r driving straight there through the night. This isn't for sure yet, but Next To Last may be playing a nother show or more over christmas break so go to www.purevolume.com/nexttolasttx for an exact schedule and all that. Daphne loves Derby is going to be the next big thing...check them out at www.purevolume.com/daphnelovesderby Madison Story is the name of our group going to Michigan just to let you know. I hearda lot of changes are taking place in Huffman, change is sometimes good, it keeps a town going, you can't have the same thing, the same way every day forever, it would be boring, fix what evers wrong and put it in the past and just look forward to what God has for you in the future. Congrats for the band and drill team, 9 out of 19 isn't bad at area, good luck in 2 years so ya, until the next time, I am going to go, lots to do... Sarah - if words could explain how I feel twoards you, I'd use them, but they don't so I'm left with nothing to say... I love you!

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October 12th, 2004

Current Music: captain geetch and the shrimp shack shooters Subject: Sarah Time: 12:58 am Current Mood: tired

I have not much to say...I am in bed on my laptop tihnking about Sarah and how much she means to me...but I want to apologogize to any one and everyone I have ever hurt...it has been bothering me greatly and I want to apologize, so let me know what I did please...because a lot of times I have no idea what I did so it gets left unfixed... Sarah - I strongly believe that You and I will be together forever. Everything fits perfectly...God has had his way in our relationship so far nd I will make it a point to keep it like that forever...I love you and want you to always remember that the reason I am going to school in Tn. is for God first and you second. I want to be able to support you fully w/o u have to work so that if ou do work, u'll have extra money for things you wanty because I want you to to be happy whether it is working or not...I LOVE YOU and always have and always will...you are my only one

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October 8th, 2004

Subject: wow Time: 08:18 am

no offense to all my friends because y'all no how I feel...but some highschooler ( sophomores) will never grow up, they are inmature and will stay mature until maybe one day they'll look at hemselves and see how stupid they're acting and snap out of it but until then...we have to all deal with it...unfortunatly

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September 19th, 2004

Subject: The Laundry Matt Time: 02:59 pm

Hey every1, sorry for not updating in a long time, I've been busy kinda. but I'm not right now. Right now I am at a laundry matt doing two weeks of washing and drying...fun stuff...I had an amazing weekend with Sarah last wekend. It was the most awesome weekend ever, the best part was we prayed together, outloud, about us! how awesome is that? It made my weekend, and I get tom come home in two weeks and see her along with eveyrone!!!!! I miss y'all soooooooooo much, words can't describe how much I miss everyone. School is great, Andre, Brian and Mysdelf are starting a band, I can't wait for that t happen, everytihng is so awesome. The Finalist are unbeliev able, go to their website... www.thefinalist.net and watch their moviesa nd lidten to their new songs. I got a demo in the mail the ther day, from Brad Smith...it is very good Brad, I am going to re record the guitar myself and when I come home for Christams we'll re record the vocals and put it on a cd...so be ready... Speaking of recording, I am going to start my own demo next month prolly...but brb, gotta put load 1 into a dryer....ok , so I put all 4 of my loads into all four dryers so I have to wait on that now. washing clothes is fun bc i get to talk to sarah while I am washing bc I have a wirless network somewhere close by...Macs are awesome. It took a year but Brad broke me into switchfoot and dashboard, yes, I like Dashboard, a lot. they are awesome. I listen to them non stop and actually have someone at wal mart buying me their albums right now...If you think ur too manly for them,. tihnk again, they are awesome, I would give aytihng to write lyrics like theirs ( even if they don't write them all) I am trying to make this one long if you cant tell. I went to center point church today, its walking distance form the school, just up and over interstate 40, I signed u to be a leader of worship for a new band forming there, so I will be leading worship there starting January, Along with a nother baND it'll be cool, hopefully the fruits of my labor ( recording a demo) will be that I can come home and leads worship at some chrches. I need a lot of prayer about it ho, please pray for me and tell everyone you know to pray for me. Your prayers are greatly appreciated. I can't wait to come home!!!!!!!!!! I'll be there for homecomming weekend and the weekend after. if I can afford it, its gonna cost me 800 bux for two weekends, if anyone knows a way to make some moeny or w/e let me know s o I can do it, I wanna come home to spend time with everyone (not just Sarah, although majority of the time will be spent with her) I got homesick yesterday...I miss the football games and surprisingly enough, I miss some..SOME of the drama...I talked to Morgan C and Natalie G the other night, they are doing well, I love hearing from all of you, text or call my cell anytime bc I love talking to y'all/..... my number is.....713-252-3716 just dont sed hate mails bc I will block you forever form my phone. SChool is awesome, God is awesome, I love it here! I had 15 assignments to do this weekend do next week but i already did them...it took me 13 hrs but it is worth having them done. I am able to do w/e I want to and have a relaxing weekend, it is very hard but very worth it, I am going to start studying to mid terms this wek, even though they aren't fortwo or three weeks, I want to know my stuff well so I can ace the testds and not be worried if I am passing or failing...bc in college apparntly they dont give grades on how u r doing in nany given class...I tihnk I am doing well tho, I have turned in everuything and done my very very very best possible. I don't know if anyones actually gonna read this, I know my lifes boring and this is scattered but it's a good way of journaling, by the way, I started a journal for pre for min...i is actually fun, mmy journal is blue with a pink flower ion the fron andf the back is rainbow strppied and it say "my journal " on te front, I know its what God wanted for me bc I tripped and fell in walmart over it, so ya, I have amn awesome journal... Well I tihnk this journal is comming to an end...I have a lot of work to do, oh and one more tihng, I tried to talk to Lauren, she wont be nice to me, I have apologizec and everything...but I'mnot giving up...I want everything to be cool, I dont wasnt her to "hate" me aqnymore, I want t\her to be able to atleast hold a convo w me for a few minutes w/o pretending like everytihngs ok bc I know it isn't...ppl talk and hear from other ppl...all I can do is pray and hope that othr people are praying too... ok well now I am really leaving...I'll go now and talk to y'all later, send me comments...call me...I cant wait to go back to the hotel bc I amcalling sarah!!!! c y'all later I LOVE YOU SARAH HUPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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September 2nd, 2004

Subject: so ya, just one thing to say Time: 08:52 am

8 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for those of you who don't know, tat means Sarah will be here in 8 days and I can not wait!!!!!!!!!!! g2g class is starting. I love you Sarah

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August 31st, 2004

Current Music: change of seasons - dream theatr Subject: in class and in love Time: 09:17 am Current Mood: ready for oct.

I am in class as we speak, it is way early and I woke up two minutes before class started...it was very close. This live journal was supposed to be done last night but, I lost internet before I could click update so this is that entry... II am in love with Sarah hupy, I always have been and I will always be. I apologize to Brit, Lauren, Sarah, myself and anyone else thas I've told that i didn't love or oike her bc I do, I lied. I was trying so hard to get her out of mylife, but God didn't want that and he has made that very clear. I love sarah she means the world to me and that will never ever change. I am sorry for hurting people because of this, but if it makes u feel any better, I hurtmyself too, everytime I lied, bc I knew i love her but i idn't wantto, I wanted to love the girl I dated, but I always caught yself saying stories about sarah and I or saying her name or tihnking about her. All the time. I do love every girl I have dated, but in a friendly way. I care about them very much but it coms no where as close as my care and Love for Sarah, and My love for sarah comes no where close to my love for God and how much I care about him and him o me. he is the reason arah and I love each other so much, because w both love him more than we love each other and thats how it should be in a relationship that will last forever...yes, i said forever... So ya, I am in Love with Sarah Hupy and have always beenand will always be. It says in the bible that true spritual love never goes away, if u really lovesomeone then u will love them forever no mater wat, u wont break up and start hating them... so ya thats that... I am very busy, and wont have time to call or im everyone to know how u r all doing so leave me a comment and tell me how u r and how ur friends are, they can be as long as they need to, I just want to know how all my friends ae back at home. I miss y'all so much, but i'l be home in 1 month... I haveclass now so i have to go, post me and I will read and respoind wen I have tiome. I love all of you, I really do... I love you sarah.

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August 27th, 2004

Current Music: SWITCHFOOT - On Fire Subject: hey every 1 Time: 12:59 pm Current Mood: indescribable

so I am ot of school for the weekend...ya thats right, i got out at 12:30 how awesome i that???? time to do five hours of home work so this hs to be short, sorry... School is cool, I sang a song for my class today in worship leadeing sectionals...it was ery fun... this pasrt is to Sarah so if u wanna skip it...go to thedotted line... Sarah, I am really sorry about last night, I wish I could've been there for you but I had so much home work andthngs to get done...I hope you understand and I hope everything will be better today I love you sooo much and It made me feel bad tat I had to go but I have to put school above you...and I know you understand because you do the same thing twoards me, plus I paid 20,000 dollars to get this education and I need to get it. I love you and hope u rn't too mad at me...I called like a lot of times last nigt bt u were already asleep...i G2G...I love you and will talk to u in a few hours. -------------------------------------------------------------- so ya, thats all i got...ttyl

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August 25th, 2004

Subject: hey everyone Time: 07:01 pm

so i never get feed back or w/e to let me know if ppl r readig this so I assume the aren;t and leave no other comments or w/e...but since ppl have asked me to posta gain, here i am ...it is week two of college and I am loving it more and more by the minute. I am glad I did what had to do before I came here because that was totally settign me up for here. I love it here, the only dow side is that sarah isn't ghere w me...but she will be in 15 days!!! classes r hard, I go 5 days a week 8-12 30 and 1:30-5 so a long and busy day but it is worth it. God has already changed the way I look at things and it has only been a week and three days!!! My roomate, andre and james are going to start a band i tihnk and we will hopefully be doing good so i will keep u "up to snuff" on that.... the new word comming back into style is "rad" andre says it and now I say it and eery 1 is catching onto it...so ya start saying rad, only te cool ppl r doing it (not to be a conformist and follow the trend...but its cool to see asomething old come back alive) Once u go mac, u never go back, that is so true, especially for video and audio, I love my mac, it has everything plus more that u culd want for recording/editing. Brad u gotta lok into a mac g4 ibook 12 inch screen, its sweet...i highly highly highly recomend it. I miss sarah, I know she doesn't think I do as much as she misses me but that shouldn't matter, I miss her and Love her and cant wait to see her again. I pray everynight for her and everything around her and in her life to be fabulous...in the bible it says that if u love someone w a spiritual or Godly love, that it never goes away...it is when u love soeon like the world loves each other that u can say u loved and now hate someone. I never stopped loving you Sarah that shows me tat our relationship was and is bsed around God and believe me, I would have it no other way, I knw some ppl dont undrstand why I did what I did, but I love Sarah and more importantly I love God and for me to fully love him, I had to get rid of worldly love so I did what I had to (thats where the stepping out on faith thing comes into play) and ya, I asked out sarah two days later, but I love her and she loves me so why wait? If God puts sometihng in my face...I am not going to look at it unti i feel like taking it, I am going t take it and imidiatly and give it right back to him becasue God gave me sarah, and I give God my relatoship w/ sarah because I know that he will give back to me 100 + percent more than I could have ever dreamed with her...and believe me...thats someihng I think we all want... ok well now that u read my little schpeel... am goingt o go find some food, bc I am a poor college student who has ramen in a cup...and thats about it(they're 28 cents a piece I got enought for a month for like 10 bucks) I'll tt everyone later I hope. I love you all! I love you Sarah!!!!! but most importantly... I LOVE GOD!!!!!!!

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